It is real and it envelops your life. Lady J has not contacted you in over 36 hours yet She rules as surely as if you were chained at Her feet. Barely a moment goes by when you do not think of Her and what She has done and what She will do. your mind is a bit scrambled as the body adjust to constant horniness and arousal. your body adjusts to the pressure of cum built and withheld. your life adjusts in ways you have not felt in a long time and which have a feeling of permanance unlike ever prior. 
 SHE taunted you will words and actions that had you whimpering and squirming. Cuckhold seems much more real now and is more intense than you imagined. It is cruel. It is devilish. It is evil. It is to be taken in thanks and awe. Truly, you are frightened. As SHE touched and mentioned you should be waxed to make the skin smoother, you quivered just as you did when SHE snapped that single tail, asked of piercing, and had you order the CB2000. Real things you 
would not do. Real things you may well be directed to do. That is why you look in the yellow pages to see if a local place does waxing for male genitalia. That is why you will accept that some stranger will know of your orders to remain smooth for the Lady. Another person will sense your slavery. you live your status.